i run out of words sometimes.
unless it is heartspeak or something i am passionate about or interested in, i can only say so much.
so a personal opinioin essay where no opinion exisist is killer.
epsecially as i watched machine-gun preacher last night. which really provoked some soul searching and heart thinking. so my heart has been full of different sorts of things all day. and i want to write about haiti and my selfishness in saying i will never ever go back because it is just too much for my heart to bear.
i have 30 minutes to get this shit done.
when children are starving lonely beaten etc all over the world. and i am too scared to help them. maybe. i dont know.